Try to close

yeah oke well , i'll try to close my heart for him . i want close my past . it's my mistake why i leave him . and i must be ok if he with someone . but i can't okey . i always thinking about him . yeah i know it's false . but why i always remember the memory?with him! i know it's my first love and my first broken . i always tell story about it with my friend . she always say "please forgeted about him! i don't want you sad dear." yeah i know if i open the heart i always remember him . i must be close the heart. but how? just time can pay it . ooh god please help for forgeted him! and close my for him! please.